I remember my first adult date. It was a chick in Oakland, California who worked in the same student organization I volunteered at. At first I wasn’t really attracted to her. I mean, she was taller than me and she had a kind of an interesting build. I come from a background where guys prefer women who are a little bit shorter and a bit on the thin side as well as delicate boned, so to speak.
Well, this woman, and I use that in the fullest sense of the word, had thick bones. She had big tits and a thick ass and it seemed like she was like an Amazon. She was just this completely different looking woman to me. I never even looked at her in a sexual way. And then one day we were working together and going over some files and her hand touched my hand and she looked at me deep in the eyes and I was telling myself, dude, this looks exactly like some sort of porno movie script. What the fuck is going on?
Now, I can’t say I was scared. I was more intrigued. It’s like I was watching a movie, enjoying a nice bucket of popcorn and looking at myself on the screen and wondering what will happen next. Well, sure enough, she kissed me on the back of my neck and things got heated after that. I looked at her straight in the eyes and I can see those deep blue pools of radiance staring back at me and I just stuck my tongue gently in her mouth and everything was history.
Now, why the fuck am I telling you this? Well, you have to understand that the whole concept of going out on an adult date may seem great on paper. It definitely seems awesome and appealing when you’re watching it on the screen as you enjoy a porn flick. But when it comes to the actual experience, most guys freak out even before their adult hookup.
I haven’t told you the whole details of my experience during my sex date with Diane, I’ll call her that for this story. I didn’t know what to expect. A certain little voice in me said, dude, don’t fucking drop the ball. Don’t make a fool out of yourself. She’s going to tell others that your dick didn’t get hard or you didn’t fuck her hard enough, and I was playing all these bullshit nightmare scenarios in my head.